Monday, November 25, 2013


So i've had instagram for a few weeks...and, let's just say i'm really addicted.
i post almost daily and sometimes probably to much but i don't really care. it's fun and easy and you should get it if you don't have it. ^_^


Sunday, November 24, 2013

art by Pablo Montealegre

i haven't been writing lately because i haven't been thinking lately.

 to think is to be alive.

i don't really feel alive.

it's kinda weird.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

last weekend me and my little family went to my sister and brother-inlaw's place for the weekend. they put on this giant, carnival themed birthday party for their son, it was seriously adorable. my mom made him a ringmaster outfit, so i took a lot of pictures. because he's gorgeous and all that jazz. and so now i shall bombard you with a ridiculous amount of cute.


the last 3 are him and his 2nd cousin, they were pretty darn cute together and i'm excited to spend thanksgiving with both of them here in a few weeks. :))


Wednesday, November 13, 2013

i take as many naps as i can.
problem is i have more trouble waking up from naps than i do in the mornings.

things have been a wee bit hectic lately, but the semester is almost over.
i'm a little tired. tired of these catch up posts and never having enough time to read any blogs. a little tired of procrastination and then cramming.
a little tired of my messy room and my bed that never gets made.

just a little tired.


Saturday, November 9, 2013

it's my birthday today...nineteen...
i don't feel like writing one of those long posts about how life changes and how much i've changed and blablabla.
i think i'll just drink some coffee and go for a walk because for some reason the weather is always really warm and amazing on my bdays.
maybe it's natures way of saying it loves me. ;)


Thursday, November 7, 2013

when i was small

when i was small the only time i paid any attention to time was when the sun was setting and i was sad because that meant play time outside was over.

when i was small i remember how the hours seemed to fly by as i was playing pretend games with my friends. that was the only time that time would go fast back then.

when i was small i didn't think of time in terms of minutes and hours. it was more like breakfast time, school time, dinner time, play time, reading time.


it was nicer to be when i was small.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

i've been really busy lately, every day goes by so fast. all i seem to do is school, work, sleep, eat, read some, sleep more, do some homework, go to work, sleep again. pretty repetitive, i love it, though. i like having something to do and accomplishing things.
but i miss the bloggy world.

i hope you guys are having a great time of it, it's all wintery here, we still have leaves, dark and red. they won't last long, though. i love winter.

anyway. the only point to this post is to say that i miss blogging and reading everyone's blogs. i'm hoping to start blogging at least 3 or 4 times a week. :))


i'm going to finish the photo challenge, but i'm so stumped on the song one. since i quit listening to secular music, it feels weird to post all the secular songs i had picked out for each day in the challenge. anyway...i dunno what to do about it, and i frankly hate the challenge. :p

Friday, November 1, 2013

the first day of my favourite month

guys! it's finally november! crazy beans. i really am in shock, it's just hard to believe an entire year has gone by since that week when we headed over to my sisters to await the arrival of my beautiful nephew. i only have 8 more days of being 18. and he's going to be a year old in just a few days. 

sometimes i feel like i've come a long way as a person since then because this year has held some really amazing, "growing up" things for me. yet at the same time i still feel like a big baby who never wants to get another year older and isn't making much progress in life.

i was excited about 19 until a few days ago.
and then it just hit me.

in a year i'll be 20.
and that's not very long, because my year of 18 has gone by like BAM. and dang. here i am. i don't feel old or anything silly like that.
but i do feel that stage of life, that adult stage, coming on strongly. i guess you could say i've  entered it already. 

but i'm trying really to ignore it.

*le sigh*

life is good. but really, adulthood?


xx-peace out